Say Anything

There are so many times when I just chicken out and I know I should just say something and I just don't. All I have to do is open up my mouth and say something, anything really, and instead I just say nothing. I say absolutely nothing at all, and what message does that send? That I don't care? That I'm lazy? That I'm not paying attention? That I don't want it? I constantly have to tell myself to man up. Grow some balls Pauwels, just say something! Don't be a chicken! And then, nothing. And then I walk out. And then I leave. And then I come home and I write a blog about it instead of actually living it. I wish for it instead of enjoy it.

I wish I had said something.